Wednesday, 12 March 2008

Previous relationship has officially ended.. although it wasn't as painful as what i had expected initially... the healing process wasn't an easy one either.... time heals all wounds.. how true...
Just like how i felt after the relationship with Vic, i thought i ain't going into another relationship for the time being... but who knows, someone just step in and shower me with care and concern..
Again, I'm attached....

I don't go around looking for a special someone to share my joy, laughter, sadness or disappointment in my life... I believe in 缘分 and leaves 90% of what might happen in my love life to Fate. 缘分要来的时候，真的是要当也挡不住.....

Recently, when i am alone or when i have the time for some self reflection... i flashed my memory back to 8th Feb 2008; 2nd day of Chinese New Year. he went out to meet her (i only got to know who he met up with after we broke up) and i was out with AA for a movie marathon... The following Monday was the day we ended the 9mths relationship... Had been meeting AA daily for 6weeks already... Before we got together, i wondered to myself if AA has has any 感觉 towards me or is he just trying to a good friend to walk me through this heart aching recovery process.. Didn't want to have a second thought about another relationship, thus i left the thought hanging somewhere in my mind...

Afraid that it might only be a rebound if i were to step into another relationship so soon..

One day he said: We need to talk and that's how we got together...
Lets continue to understand one another in an amicable way and keep the communication door open. =)

Edited: in the end we broke up because we actually couldn't communicate and also he is not the right cup of tea for me.

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