Tuesday, 19 February 2008
He went playing cards and drinking with his friends during CNY days... As usual, din bother to contact for a whole day and did not answer my calls or reply my sms as well... Finally on saturday night, he sms-ed me saying he just reached home from drinking session with friends.. Will be back to work on Sunday...
He called after his work in the noon... Saying friends jio him to play cards... i said ok then and went ahead to play mahjiong with my friends... Night falls, he replied my sms to say good night..
and added to meet up the next day.. Monday was here... double checked with him if we are still meeting and his reply was positive... Met up with AA after work for a little chat...
Sms him at 8pm asking if he is done with his work, he say ya.. soon...
5mins later, i received a call from Blur Jie asking me to give her a call..... i had a hunch that she is gonna give me bad news.. She told me he had brought that girl (the girl he called her dear) to Dennis & Bubu jie's place on saturday to bai nian.... My heart immediately sank.... Then she added that he has been bringing her along to play cards and to drinking as well...
I called him asking where he is already... he gave me a very annoyed attitude that he is on his way already... then i start to ponder... why should i still pack my stuffs and go to his place.... i told him we will have just a chat after he reached, he immediately replied if thats the case, he is going home. I told him since you're already on your way, why cant we have a chat? He dint reply...
I called him.. we had a 20mins chat... Basically he denied everything and blames that i was thinking too much... that i keep doubting him... i told him its his actions and behaviours that made me unable to trust his words... when i asked why lie to me that he needs to mit client but was in fact out drinking with them leaving me alone at bugis street.... he kept quiet.. when facts are thrown at him... he turned mute for a moment... then started turning the table around and shift all the blame to me.. At this point of time, i know there's no point keeping the relationship already.. The assurance i need = restrictions to him (which is obviously excuses)... I only need him to answer my call or sms.. and i oni call or sms him ONCE per day.. is my request that much? He said lets go into cooling period and i agreed...
Met up with DD again and went to find Blur jie for a chatt.. throughout the chat, i was contemplating on what to type to him for a long time, in the end sent a sms to call the whole thing off.. he din reply anything or called for a closure..
On Thursday, i sms him to thank him for the loveline dedication in TNP and Happie Valentines. Neither did he reply a single word... After lunch, Bu jie told me he had been meeting that b!tch everyday and he was offed on Monday to take her out for a meal at seoul garden... he nvr takes off to accompany me... i sent him another sms: Oh, i forgot to add, enjoy ur date with the Germaine too ya.. Sometimes certain thing i know but i just keep my silence.. but u had been treating me like an idiot.. He replied saying he nvr do anything with her like what i had imagined... but this is not what i meant.. i mention that he had been taking her along with him to everywhere he goes, to drink and to play cards.. Lied to me, rather leave me along on a street to go meet her... Aint these facts? i asked him to correct me if i am wrong.. Again, no reply...
Yesterday morning, heard from Bu jie that he and Her is together officially on saturday already... How sweet? I had finally harden my heart to leave him... though i am still thinking of him deeply now.. i really miss him... This sentence gonna be the last time i am saying and thinking of.....
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