Thursday, 4 October 2007
http://confinedfreedom.blogspot.com/2007/10/if-only-i-could-turn-back-time.html#linksStumbled upon this blog and i kept pondering over her predicament. How 'if only' are there in our life. each and every day that passes, out of how many % is the time spent doing something that we will never regret. I regretted not answering the call from dad in the middle of the time to ask me go see 'ah ma' for the last time in hospital. I slept till noon the next day, then i decided to return dad's call and realised 'ah ma' had left us. This was already 3years ago, but the image is still kept vividly in my mind. I come to realise i actually love her a lot and tears just rolled down my cheek effortlessly during the funeral wake. I regretted not giving her a kiss everytime we bided goodbye, but luckily i did go visit her when she was hospitalized. This is something i am glad i did not put off as always (ai ya, tomorrow i will go and tomorrow never ends).
Am learning to treasure now, the present and all the people around me....
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