Monday, 24 September 2007
He has been very sweet and nice..
Though there was nothing much for me to do in the day during the weekends, his company after his work has been great and enjoyable... I was so glad that he took the effort to wake up earlier to send me to work this morning.. Though was late cos of the heavy traffic.. but my Monday started well and i foresee it will be a smooth week too...
*happy happy*
Composed at 3:00 pm |
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Monday, 10 September 2007
Last Wednesday was definitely a bad bad horrible evening.
Was looking forward to a nice dinner as every doubt has been cleared in the afternoon and i had gotten assurance from him that nothing sneaky is going on. I regretted clarifying the matter again during dinner to get a whole clear picture in my head. Well, at least now i know he really did went out that night and didn't admit to me. Reason being, afraid that i might worry too much. First thought that came to my mind, bullshit! I don't feel like elaborating on the harsh argument between us that night, because everything that i had said or explained was quickly countered replied by his harsh and hurting remarks. In the end, it is always my problem, my fault.
Isn't he in the fault too? He is right in hiding the fact that he went out to entertain his so called customers and I am wrong in trying to clarify matters with him?? I used the wrong term while clarifying, but i did apologise for the wrong usage of it. Him? Sat there reviewing the thoughts in his mind over and over again with nothing said and done through out the whole night.
The next day, I am so glad that everything is back to normal. I guess I'll have to learn to be less suspicious and sensitive because of his constant assurance and love.
As for a guy without any sense of being considerate to the woman who love him, and not being a gentleman to his so called good friend, i have no wish to continue to befriend such lousy guy. I had put aside my pride and text him a 'sorry' but he just disappoint me without any response. Shouldnt him be a gentleman to at least reply me something? How much is his pride worth? Seriously, i will say NO VALUE.
He can repeat the mistake he has done loudly and still think it is a very noble act. LOL??
Shameless.
没有这么大的能耐， 就别带这么大的帽子。
搞到最后需要低声下气讨好人，为了要他助你一臂之力。
Woah, this shows how expensive his pride is. How pathetic. Tsk tsk tsk.
Composed at 9:15 am |
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